Saturday, November 26, 2005

I'm so tired of being here

I love my in-laws I suppose - but I'm so tired of George's bullshit. At dinner tonight he flatly told Kristen "he" would disown her if she got her tongue pierced. Disown her? What the fuck. He doesn't own her now. Having just about had it with their attitudes against Gays I took him to task very quickly - and he couldn't defend himself. This is in spite of the fact that Kristen has no interest in getting her tongue pierced. But once she's 18 she can pierce herself to her heart's content.

I think I'm just being hyper-sensitive right now knowing that likely this will be the last evening I will be welcome in their home, or at the beach house, or the apartment on BW in NY, or the apartment in Downtown Chicago. But honestly, I can't wait for "this last evening" to be over with. We'll be out of here by 4 AM. Laurie and I own a 5th part of a real estate LLC through this family - in which the ownership of the beach house and City Apartments is vested (among other things). Our share is worth about $1.5M. It will be interesting to see if they will approach me with a buy-out once Laurie and I divorce. If not then, perhaps once they know I'm Gay.

Sorry to be so bitter right now over something that may not even be realized. I've done very well down here this long-weekend but my thoughts on everything have been growing. I'm dealing well, but I'm ready to get going - on everything.

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